October 21, 2009

tell me, what’s wrong today. i just felt like i need to let all this go.. somewhere. but i found no where. i just don’t understand why today has to be one bad day when i feel the worst in months. it’s not fucking pms. i feel this right down to the core. everything went the way it wanted and obviously not the way i want them to be. first, i almost miss the bloody bus early in the morning. then i realised i left my file containing my journal and notes at home. then, i get r.a.s within 20minutes of lecture. i can’t concentrate at all. so i ended up skipping my next lecture. next, i realised i might need to do 2 presentations tmr for which i haven’t prepare. again, i drove without my license. frustating enough, i managed to finish the slides for tmr in the evening. then, worst come to worst, a best friend come telling you; you’ve made history by making her sad; so no more best friend.

all this shits are giving me headache. why? why everything has to cramp into a day?! it’s frustating. it’s too much for a day. i’m feeling very agitated and irritable now. i wanna smack things..but i don’t wanna wake my hsemates. guess i could just hide behind my pillows and shout out loud

moon and mooncakes

October 4, 2009

Happie Mid-Autumn Festival!