zk kill lizards?

not that i really killed a lizard… it started off when i read my friend’s blog. this friend M, watched movie till wee hours in the morning and wanted to sleep soon after that. she lifted the quilt and saw this black creature with a tail (she’s damn sure it has a tail!) … freaked out!! cant find an insecticide.. she geared herself with an umbrella, lifting up pillows and stuffs hoping to ID the creature. SPOTTED! geared with umbrella on one hand and the other hand, grabbed a cK escape! i think she fired that cK directly on the U-B-C (unidentified- black- creature)  = cK-coated-UBC. lol..  apparently, half bottle used. lol~~ and the conversation follows;

zK : hey, who told you cK can kill lizards?

M : i tot cK as zK wad. cannot kill lizards meh?

zK : ya ya ><

…..

zK : probably cK could include another slogan in their upcoming ad; “getting rid of lizards as well” lol~

..

zK : if that UBC still alive, i bet no other lizards will dare to go into your room d

M : lol.. i think UBC very proud lah..got cK perfume okay!

 

gosh.. to kill this UBC, damn expensive wey. half the bottle! :) she used soo much that her room still smells of cK and she’s getting dizzy…

and i’m still laughing my head of this thing…. can’t help it. sorry M  :) lol~

Earth Hour + bad-day

Earth Hour was finally here at 2030 yesterday .. for an hour.. the mother nature was at its dimmest! my contribution? shut the laptop and study with just a yellow dim light bulb :) of cos i can’t switch that off also. i hoped that i can switch all off and sleep soundly but NO.. i can’t. For why.. i havent finish studying for my first Pharmacotherapy test which is on Monday! Bless me… i dont wanna screw this up. But i guess, i’m taking Sue’s words.. i will study just enough so that i don’t mix everything up. So, hopefully this works for me :) Wish me luck.

Well, as usual, i woke up to work on a saturday morning.. left for city and drive my way there. Didnt notice anything special..just as a usual saturday morning. But well, you never know what He has for you every single day. I reached the city bout 5 minutes before work. Ok, after this turning.. i’ll reach the staff parking. HECK… a “DETOUR” signage placed at the junction and apparently, road construction was taking place. OMG.. not today!! so, i drove to the other corner and hopefully i can get in from the other end… but heck..”DETOUR” again! sweeeettt~ 5minutes to work and i have put my baby somewhere. Then it strikes me, the CPP pay park. And the sweetest thing of that.. $2.20/hour. Alas.. no other solution..have to do that d. Ok, parked and my watch showed 8.45! GREAT! i’m LATE! Run my ass off …

Reached the pharmacy.. it was already opened! Boss R knew what happened.. and that’s so kind of him to ask me to get my car off that CPP parking to save my bits. He asked me to park behind the pharmacy..which is a walkway. ok, my baby can fit in there.. why not. So, i headed back to the pay park, took out the ticket and … voila! damn… i left my purse at home! i’m doomed .. this time i’m really doomed!!! << i think i held the car up and shaked it violently >> metaphorically then it dropped me $1.50! but per hour is $2.20.. i dont know what was i thinking. in a panic, it never even cross my mind that my baby wasn’t even there for half and hour. settling down, re collecting my nerves.. i walked to the pay station with $1.50..put the ticket in.. tadaaa…. Charge: $1.10 ! I was freaking relieved!

fuhhh.. i officially started work at 9.15am that morning. Bad luck uh? ….. luckily i didnt get cops chasing after me for driving without a license that morning. Can’t see anything worst than that uh? In malaysia.. at least you can still ahemm .. but here, no way.

and today.. daylight saving time officially ends! and now, no time difference between perth and malaysia. emm.. and i feel bit at home? :) i know it sounds stupid but well..

light brekky

 

made myself a light breakfast to go with Haematology: Bleeding Disorders.

 

Not sure if it’s a good combination, but at least it doesn’t choke me off :) it’s gonna be eating+notes, sleeping+notes plus.. if my notes were water resistant, probably bathe with them in the shower as well. TEST tomorrow… wish me luck!!

 

 

 

 

“you found me”

was holding this sickening-70-slides-notes since 9pm and since, havent finish! wth~~ what’s wrong with me… i dont know what am i reading.. can’t remember! now that it’s 1124pm, time running short.. i feel like sleeping. i see the clock ticking…there goes my time. and yet.. still so many things left undone! what’s wrong ????????

at times, i was thinking.. y did i put myself in this position at the first place? why didnt i insist on doing something that i like.. putting myself here .. into such trouble and headache. when i thought of the things that i’ve to do now.. it’s kinda nauseating. **a long sigh**

media player recorded 49plays on the fray’s “you found me” ..

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, “Where’ve you been?” He said, “Ask anything.”

Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who’s ever known
Who I am, who I’m not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

The early morning, the city breaks
And I’ve been calling for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

Why’d you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

 

arbitrary

• a simple gratitude from a someone who appreciate you for what you’ve done for them .. just made the rest of your day feels so nice. a “thank you for your concern and time” brightens up the morning .. especially for someone who’s still feeling bored and lazy to hit work.

 

• facebook? what’s the infestation going on here? everyone is addicted to it. every little things.. a to z .. 1 to 9 .. up and down .. left to right, back and forth. but that single tiny little page on facebook doesn’t represent the whole ME. dont think you understand/know me tho u’ve checked the very minute details on that ironic facebook page.

 

• relationship? it might be the worst-sarcastic or scariest role play known. how could you get so involved once upon a time and then, when the feeling just gone boom.. it’s bye-bye. it’s kinda confusing.. to see someone who is soo in love, to the point they got married.. and when something just goes wrong, “Could I have a cooling period?”.. and this period wasn’t meant for you to meet another he/she .. but it’s for you to consider what will happen to the previous one. isn’t it a bit cruel for you to treat the other half by seeing someone new behind his/her back.. isn’t that a bit unfair? rejecting the other party’s call or msg is the other worst thing to do. Making things complicated, the miserable one doesn’t know what went wrong.

 

• Seeing the sticky notes on the walls.. i realised i have a lot of tasks to be completed. Grouping it into classes.. i guess all of them falls into “Important & Urgent”. 2 in “Important but Not Urgent”, 1 in “Not Important but Urgent and i guess if i would have fill that “Not Important & Not Urgent”..that space wouldn’t be enough. Things been going slow..out-of-schedule and more-than-expired. Guess zK gotta learn to say “NO” to some stuffs.

 

time to sleep .. working with eyes closed and brain shuts are dangerous cos there’s a person who told me this before, “If you can’t sleep at night, you know you’ve made some errors at work”

updates

sorry for the delay in postings. ppl bugging me why i havent been updating this for days. it was hectic since sem starts. and it’s ripping me off. it’s kinda stressful these days… changing hats between studies, placements and work. First there’s studies.. keeping me in uni every monday 8-5.30pm with lectures lectures and more lectures. that’s crazy isn’t it? it’s sooo boring.. sooo hard to keep awake on a blue monday.. sooo hard to concentrate on those boring business n management lectures.. i finally can’t stand it anymore, i was busy talking and passing messages with em n wy yesterday at the back of the lecture hall. we were busy coming out with our “fancy” pharmacy and realised that career ≠ interest. but well, there are lucky minorities. Placement took up tues to fri. Since it’s just the pharmacist and me myself in the pharmacy.. i have the “opportunity” to learn everything! unpaid… that’s the most difficult part to deal with. convincing yourself that it’s okay.. you’re learning. and i always tell myself.. “You’re doing charity work here…good on ya!” that’s how i recollect myself to wake up for placements every morning. The most difficult part has yet to come… wait till saturday, i’ll wake up, thinking it’s friday and waking up on sunday, thinking it’s saturday. voila..gonna break down at some point and then call in “sick”. hahaha..shhh~ and now, my 2 “sifu” are viets. and both my sifu “complained” that i’m way too shy.. and i should speak out! -.- i recently realised that i’m shy.. lol~ i bet my friends wouldn’t agree with me. haha..

i had the feared visit today. and well, it wasn’t as bad as i thought it would be. sue was indeed a very nice tutor. more like chatting and i dont really feel the stress? i did actually confessed to her that i might have mixed up all my doses and interactions. and u know what she said? “That’s what happen when you study too much..and it’ll get worst!” walauu… that’s not what i wanna know. and heck, she asked me on my PBS (the health scheme implemented by the Aust govt for their dear citizens in which they get medications at a subsidised price). HEYYY i thought we’re only evaluated only based on our drug knowledge? what the Brand Price Premium?! role-played in which the patient (she)  insists on not paying for the extra premium and the doctor (she herself) insisted on not changing to another brand which doesn’t have the premium. ha ha ha… i’m doomed! i doesn’t really sure what i should be doing. “the doctor” asked if i could give a discount or ask the customer to go to the discount pharmacy. I wasn’t sure.. and i just blurped “No, i can’t give discount. She would have to pay this premium no matter which pharmacy she goes.” and.. guess what, I’M CORRECT! haha.. tembak also kena :p

the first thing i did when i got back everyday.. turn on my laptop. log into msn, check my mails.. everyday.. and when i see my inbox today.. 45 new msgs.. all from facebook! yeah.. i guess i know why. it’s the videos that my dear put on facebook. those rekindled memories.. it’s all toooo sweeeeet. looking at those videos.. i was thinking;

where am i without them?

what am i without them?

these people shaped and moulded most of my years so far ..and they’re continuing to do that. i appreciate them soo much and they’re like family to me. i love u guys soo much. thank you~ i would love to share more of my time with u guys.

it would be good tonight if kyle hadn’t ffk me to go badminton. now i gotta find another plan…

okay.. it’s time to get relaxed. who would want a teh tarik now in the cold weather? time to take lil baby out for a ride :)

 

is it zk?

Just got home, bathed..thinking that i should at least revised one drug from the “practice placement drug list”. i told myself, “I’m determined to do one tonight before popping myself onto my comfy bed”. but somehow..as usual.. got distracted and signed into facebook instead. i think the person who came out with facebook really 害死人.. isn’t it??!

okay.. then i came across this personality test, tagged by joey. i dont usually do one of these but well, since i’m bored tonight and not ready to start on “celecoxib”.. well, why not? :) and the result of the test was….

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver (i doubted that a bit) because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious (come on.. a lil of humour wont kill) , smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily (looks count la.. i dont wanna date a nerd) your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (no comment)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (no.. i don’t. continuing professional education/development is scaring)

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life. (huh… means pharmacy for the whole life?!)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (but…my friend told me not to be sooo independent wor..)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice (is it?!)  . People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve… yea.. sometimes, no.. it’s all the time! :p

 

well.. some was rather true tho. self-evaluation got cpd points wan ar? :)

it’s getting late and i’m rather sleepy. better get on doing a drug now and head to bed. gotta work tmr..though it’s saturday! kinda lazy….

r a n d o m l y_g e n e r a t e d

it’s a tiring day out from work..though today is kinda quiet. did nothing much..was actually listening to my watch ticking its way on. pretty bored at work.. was making some silly mistakes that makes me mad at myself, stupid de-label printer was irritating! it just doesn’t wanna print well.

i just dont understand why can’t they have ONE system for all the pharmacies? different system, different short-keys, different steps to follow.. and it’s freaking frustating when the “directions for use” printed wasn’t the one that i wanted it to be on the label. stupid!

and i don’t un why the ang moh don’t wanna pronounce their words clearly over the phone. just slurred all 3 sentences into 1. and when you can’t get them… u’re busted! grrrr…

it’s work-off-day tomorrow.. career fair is on and is made compulsory for us to attend. apparently they’ll take ur attendance so that u’ll make sure u’re off from work for a reason; which is pretty much karut as well. but being a good student; which i’ve always been; i’ll stay :) pretty much just to hang out and chat with some friends who i meet only once a week now.. *sob* that’s the main purpose of career forum; networking! :p

i might not really get what you wanna convey to me but having someone to QnA with.. it’s fun. and i’m willing to share more with u :) sorry for not being able to make it to melbourne. there’ll be a chance. probably one day, when i’ve changed that baby jazz to a mazda3.. then u’ll come to hate me :p btw, is it the hatchback or the sedan u’re referring to? lol~ btw, i think i’ve always been so nice. not “used to” .. come.. i’ll show you :)

spotted…

at the bank of swan river overlooking perth city. when i drove past this evening.. the view was breathtaking!

 

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nitezz z z z

paper?

it cuts in so deep. it bleeds. it hurts

i’m totally awake